~<3dedication to someone special<3~
hey ppls its your old pal mikeey here just about to tell yea wats new in my life and such... ok first off my girlfriend is finally comming home to visit and i cant wait to see her. she has been gone since the first week of summer and its killing me that shes been gone that long without me seein her. i love her with all my heart im just so excited that she is finally home to see me. then after this week she is going back up to her fathers for three weeks and then finally comming home for the rest of the summer...i cant wait!!!
other than the fact that i am estactic about my girlfriend comming home and such i have some bad news and its only goin to get worse...my grandmother is in the hospital and she is not doing good. she is in CMC's VNA Hospice Unit which shows that she wont be around much longer. she cant talk, eat, nor drink anything so basically she is in a coma but shes lifelike. she moves around in bed a little but thats about it. she is like a second mother to me, she used to visit me every other weekend while i was living in jersey and she would always bring me a toy or two. i love her so very much and i dont want to see the day when she isnt going to be around. so if anyone wants to get in touch with me the next week or so i will probably be down at the hospital or work so i might be a little bit busy. anyway, i am writing this becuase this might be the last time i talk about her while she is alive. if any of my friends want to help me out then they can not bother me so much and secondly...omg i cant believe i am saying this...but show me that you care and go to the wake, which will be soon but i dont want it to be. alot of my friends know what it is like to loose someone who they really care about and you all know who you are im not mentioning any names. i know this might sound selfish to you all but look at it from my point of view, i never thought that this day would come so soon. i wish i were my sisters age becuase they dont see or hear most of the things that i know. my grandmother always took care of me through the good times and bad thats why i am like this. i still remember things when i was a little kid that were just of her and i. so if anyone wants to come to the wake they can read this fist then reply sayin they will come and i will tell them when and where. i love you all and thank you for leting me let out feelings that are built up inside of me. so this is mike signing off and it wont be for the last i promise you all that.
other than the fact that i am estactic about my girlfriend comming home and such i have some bad news and its only goin to get worse...my grandmother is in the hospital and she is not doing good. she is in CMC's VNA Hospice Unit which shows that she wont be around much longer. she cant talk, eat, nor drink anything so basically she is in a coma but shes lifelike. she moves around in bed a little but thats about it. she is like a second mother to me, she used to visit me every other weekend while i was living in jersey and she would always bring me a toy or two. i love her so very much and i dont want to see the day when she isnt going to be around. so if anyone wants to get in touch with me the next week or so i will probably be down at the hospital or work so i might be a little bit busy. anyway, i am writing this becuase this might be the last time i talk about her while she is alive. if any of my friends want to help me out then they can not bother me so much and secondly...omg i cant believe i am saying this...but show me that you care and go to the wake, which will be soon but i dont want it to be. alot of my friends know what it is like to loose someone who they really care about and you all know who you are im not mentioning any names. i know this might sound selfish to you all but look at it from my point of view, i never thought that this day would come so soon. i wish i were my sisters age becuase they dont see or hear most of the things that i know. my grandmother always took care of me through the good times and bad thats why i am like this. i still remember things when i was a little kid that were just of her and i. so if anyone wants to come to the wake they can read this fist then reply sayin they will come and i will tell them when and where. i love you all and thank you for leting me let out feelings that are built up inside of me. so this is mike signing off and it wont be for the last i promise you all that.