its been awhile
for those that have no life and insist on reading other ppls journals you might have noticed thats it been awhile since i have written.
but lets recap whats going on
Me and Alissa: things r going great. We have really come into our own like no matter anyone says about us we dont let it get to us, and yes I love u baby and i mean that i know i have said it before but i really do mean it i love that girl with all of my heart that is left or what i can salvage to make a heart sinces its been broken into a millions peices but yea.... she tells me she loves me and i beleive her i feel something special between us and all we need is each other we dont need to go anywhere do anything we just need each other i mean we can talk for hours together and ahhhh its great ...... I LOVE U BABY
My Dad: UGHHHHH ... i get a call two weeks ago ... on tuesday night from my grandmother saying ... OMG OMG BILL I NEED YOUR HELP ITS YOUR DAD HES SAYING ITS OVER ITS OVER AND HES GONNA KILL HIMSELF OMG .....so i mean i handle that all well and dandy call the cops go and pick her up and get the cops all the necessary info and thats when all the fun begins *not really* okay so on tuesday night i cant sleep cause i mean shit like that takes a tole on you so i couldnt sleep and i start thinking about cutting and then im like well thats not enough so then im thinking hmmm ....suicide ...dont know how i got to that but i mean ahh yea ... so i dont sleep and i go to school and go to the wellness center w/o even talking to alissa or anyone ... yea it was that bad cause i felt at that point that if i was put into class that i would flip or hurt myself i knew it and then i talk to ms C and she calls my mom and me we talk and tell me the obvious u know the " billy this is not your fault in any shape or form" and im like yea yea so me and my mommy go and get premiums for breakfast .... CHICKEN PARM represent jigga... and then she takes me to rockford originally to get an evaluation and they are like we would like to put him inpaitent and im liek fuck that and my moms like i dont think he needs inpaitent so they put me in partial ......things go great and i make 3 new freinds in there so it was gravy... then on thursday wait till u hear this shit .... we have to go to court (we as in me and my mommy) so i get all dressed up and then we go ... so im like okay my dads gonna get probation yea yea ...... nope ..... shit happens before we even sit down to wait... my grandmother shows up with my dad and im like whatttttttttttttt !!! wait a second this is the same grandmother who called me for help right? yep ... this bitch had the nerve to sit there for 3 !! YES THREE FUCKING HOURS !! w/o even looking at me im like wtf so we talk to the attorney general and explains whats gonna happen so we go into the court and my dad lies his ass off and the judge is like yea yea she could see right through him and gave him 6 months of probation and and ..... 6 months no contact order ... parenting classes and pyschological help woop woop 6 months no asshole dad ... so yea blah .
rest of the world : FUCK YOU ALL !! lol jp ... uhhhh i talked to nicci poo today that kicked ass cause i havent talked to her in a "hot minute" where u been gangster gotta call more man ..... keep ya money straight ..ahhh well i must be going its feasting time
but lets recap whats going on
Me and Alissa: things r going great. We have really come into our own like no matter anyone says about us we dont let it get to us, and yes I love u baby and i mean that i know i have said it before but i really do mean it i love that girl with all of my heart that is left or what i can salvage to make a heart sinces its been broken into a millions peices but yea.... she tells me she loves me and i beleive her i feel something special between us and all we need is each other we dont need to go anywhere do anything we just need each other i mean we can talk for hours together and ahhhh its great ...... I LOVE U BABY
My Dad: UGHHHHH ... i get a call two weeks ago ... on tuesday night from my grandmother saying ... OMG OMG BILL I NEED YOUR HELP ITS YOUR DAD HES SAYING ITS OVER ITS OVER AND HES GONNA KILL HIMSELF OMG .....so i mean i handle that all well and dandy call the cops go and pick her up and get the cops all the necessary info and thats when all the fun begins *not really* okay so on tuesday night i cant sleep cause i mean shit like that takes a tole on you so i couldnt sleep and i start thinking about cutting and then im like well thats not enough so then im thinking hmmm ....suicide ...dont know how i got to that but i mean ahh yea ... so i dont sleep and i go to school and go to the wellness center w/o even talking to alissa or anyone ... yea it was that bad cause i felt at that point that if i was put into class that i would flip or hurt myself i knew it and then i talk to ms C and she calls my mom and me we talk and tell me the obvious u know the " billy this is not your fault in any shape or form" and im like yea yea so me and my mommy go and get premiums for breakfast .... CHICKEN PARM represent jigga... and then she takes me to rockford originally to get an evaluation and they are like we would like to put him inpaitent and im liek fuck that and my moms like i dont think he needs inpaitent so they put me in partial ......things go great and i make 3 new freinds in there so it was gravy... then on thursday wait till u hear this shit .... we have to go to court (we as in me and my mommy) so i get all dressed up and then we go ... so im like okay my dads gonna get probation yea yea ...... nope ..... shit happens before we even sit down to wait... my grandmother shows up with my dad and im like whatttttttttttttt !!! wait a second this is the same grandmother who called me for help right? yep ... this bitch had the nerve to sit there for 3 !! YES THREE FUCKING HOURS !! w/o even looking at me im like wtf so we talk to the attorney general and explains whats gonna happen so we go into the court and my dad lies his ass off and the judge is like yea yea she could see right through him and gave him 6 months of probation and and ..... 6 months no contact order ... parenting classes and pyschological help woop woop 6 months no asshole dad ... so yea blah .
rest of the world : FUCK YOU ALL !! lol jp ... uhhhh i talked to nicci poo today that kicked ass cause i havent talked to her in a "hot minute" where u been gangster gotta call more man ..... keep ya money straight ..ahhh well i must be going its feasting time