clarification

[mrwhippymug]

I know that I wasn't clear on that last post, and part of the reason I wrote it down was so that I could formulate my thoughts into something that made sense. I obviously failed to explain myself correctly, so now that I've had time to think about it, I'll give it another try. Firstly and most importantly, I was NOT SAYING THAT ANY OF YOU WERE

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[lovelark]

Notice, please, that I didn't take offense.
I suppose I'm just awesome like that :o)

I'm kidding. Anyway, I want to say - Nick, you are nothing if not loyal, and I think everyone knows that. You are the very last person to call it quits on any friendship. That makes you very special.

I admit to feeling a kind of jealousy for those people you seem to connect with so much better than you connect with me. For the longest time, you've been the one friend I hold in such high regard- and I'm merely someone you're stubbornly holding onto for the sake of old times. I don't mean that insultingly, and it's probably ridiculously over-dramatic...but it is how I feel sometimes.

I also don't blame you for any of it. People are allowed to grow, and change, and branch out and meet new people. That's really half of what college is for. Find yourself in you adulthood... and God's blessing go with you.

I think some of us will feel as though we've come out on the wrong side of that change for a time. I know, in lonely moments, I do.

But I think there are probably times when you feel lonely too...and I don't think letting go of anything will ever be easy for you.

[mrwhippymug]

I hope you realize that you're so much more than someone I'm stubbornly holding onto...and plus, I wouldn't be so stubborn about it if it didn't have a tremendous amount of value.