Apr 25, 2009 21:20
Seems like its either one or the other.Why is that always the case. Why do I have to choose one out of two. Why can't I have both? Is life so unfair? Why can't I be the rich ass punk who doesn't need to worry about anything. Why can't I have everything and anything I want. I hate choosing. I can never decide. I'll just keep whatever I have. So if you want to remain "this kind of friends" then I can't do anything about it. I thought you'd be more mature than that. I know we had our wierd moments but i'm ready to move on. Are you? I miss talking to you and sharing our problems. Thought we agreed on being friends forever. For what its worth, you were the only one i could trust my life on. Too bad I was wrong.
You know how you can be sucked in so deep into a lie that its so difficult to tell the person the actual truth. I kinda told sandra her babies were dead. Well, I made her assume they were. Now i'm kinda at a point where she that I put them to sleep and I asked around to see if anyone wants them but no one did want them because it was originally sandra's. Oh man. This is messed up. Sorry man. I REALLY had nothing better to do today.
My soon-to-be sister-in-law is damn sick. What's matt thinking. Like, come on man. You can do so much better. Even his ex is better than his current girlfriend which is going to be what, 3 months this thursday? Sick. I just had to comment.
Got this song mix up. 37 songs in one. 1 hour plus long. Its sick man.
I want to go out!!!!!! Miss chilling with the group. Mom got me on lockdown.
Shit i thinks she's mad at me.