Dec 26, 2006 22:58
today i accidentally saw a picture of him.
i thought i was over him but i was kidding myself.
my eyes welled up and my belly... fell into the soles of my feet.
pictures of a happy wedding today made me so sad. my friend next to me on the couch now with a girl makes me so sad. men coming out of my ears and... i only want him. i only miss him. i only think of him.
how long will i be like this?