Great day.
It's been such a great day. Like, great, life changing, soul changing. I've had great days in the recent past, but this, this is something different. I feel changed. I've quit smoking pot. I've made this decision on my own. I'm not doing this because my parents want me to or that I'm afraid of getting caught. I'm doing this, because I want to get back with God again. I cried out to him last night. For the longest time, I called out to him for God. I let go of my foolish pride, and called for help. And it's alright, it's all going to be alright.
I love Deon. He's my brother. He's my guidance, the guy that is always there to motivate me, to challenge me, and he's always there when I need him. I miss him. I miss him dearly, but I'm glad I got to see him tonight, and talk with him. We joked, we cut up, we danced and sang in Barnes and Noble and exchanged music. He bought me the book Blue Like Jazz because he felt guilty about not getting me anything for Christmas, it's alright though, I hope he likes what I got him. Thanks for all the support from my friends that read this (Jami, Jenn, Vic). I'm going to be alright. I'm going to be great, and I'm going to get some direction in this life of mine.
I love Deon. He's my brother. He's my guidance, the guy that is always there to motivate me, to challenge me, and he's always there when I need him. I miss him. I miss him dearly, but I'm glad I got to see him tonight, and talk with him. We joked, we cut up, we danced and sang in Barnes and Noble and exchanged music. He bought me the book Blue Like Jazz because he felt guilty about not getting me anything for Christmas, it's alright though, I hope he likes what I got him. Thanks for all the support from my friends that read this (Jami, Jenn, Vic). I'm going to be alright. I'm going to be great, and I'm going to get some direction in this life of mine.