(Untitled)

[mrtilley]

Car. Fucking. Up.

For whatever reason I like looking out of the library windows of the community college where I usually go to update this horrid thing.

Everything looks grey.

Yes, I always use the "e." I know it's not correct. Fuck off.

Anyway, so here's something from a long time ago to ... well, you'll see.

10 October, 2003. soma_satori"...anyway, I

Comments

[ravieslave]

Soul == quantum properties.
Humanity == borne from chaos.
The beginning of the world was chaos, the influx of the quantum fluctuations, the momentary cooling (borderline entropy?), the scientific creation of life, the proliferation of mammal kingdoms, the consistency of slaves to biology.
Fate relinquishes this while simultaneously nurturing it, but it's not so much a predetermination as it is the widening of the (hallowed) narrowed pathway. Simple laws of thermodynamics: the perpetuation of energy. The profound thing about it is that it simply is (much like the characters of Napoleon Dynamite, heh). Fate facilitates the movement of aforementioned energy (dependent on beliefs?), at which point I descend into my Taoist/duality rant, sans contemplating blades of grass.

Order-defied chaos. You would not know one without knowing the other. Poetic movements in modernism: Is Eliot correct? The chaos of creation ends at languid universal vocals (whisper, not a bang)? Chaos > Structure > Form > Manner > Exordium, all watched over by (machines

[ravieslave]

Those are interesting points, Michelle, but you fail to mention the inherent chaos of Christ-bound religion and the innate fragility of man's not-even-remotely subdued chaos, pushed from the loins of antediluvian egotism.

[ravieslave]

Egotism is just another form of escapism, ordered or chaotic notwithstanding, self. You failed to mention that.

[ravieslave]

Is that to also imply religion > chaos > escapism?

[ravieslave]

Initially created to impose balance merely to reverse the tide? The chaos of balance? The escapism of ignorance? The bolstering of the ego self? Something to make one feel normal in the societal scheme of everything?

[ravieslave]

A chaotic God-stamped societal structure belittling the natural effect of being intrinsically unbalanced, and, semotically, on the whole, 'normal'?

[ravieslave]

Shouldn't you be, like, cleaning?

[ravieslave]

I am two and a half steps beneath the vortex of accepting my own chaotic monster.

[ravieslave]

And three feet behind the constant motion of your beloved chaotic universe.

[ravieslave]

Lo, the war has just begun, bint. Now go fetch the dish soap.