inquiry in inaffectional initiative irrationally incarcerated
"Will I drown in the masses? What is 'me'?"
It's necessary to outshine everyone else, it's always been so for me. And again, the motivational theories are part of attempting to understand ourselves. The overdose of initiative I'm subject to can be called a direct derivative thereof.
I'm trying to not lose sight of the forest because there are so many trees. By chopping down a couple they don't dissapear, they're only moved. It's my prioritization...