Infinity
Title: Infinity
Standalone/ Drabble: can be considered pre-quel to Simplicity.
Rating: pg
Pairing: Alex Suarez/Nate Novarro
Nate's POV (2nd POV)
Summary: their first kiss!! <3
Author's Note: So I was reading Perks of Being a Wall Flower (what's new?) and know that part where Charlie's describing this total infinite moment he has while in the car with everyone else? Well yeah, I kind of took that idea and ran with it.
Unbeta'd so all mistaked are MY FAULT!!! =/
OH! and this has a terrible ending. sorry.
~~~~~~~
I remember when you first kissed me. Or was it me that leaned in first? Either way, in my mind, those three seconds were infinite. At the time, I was eighteen, a freshman in college. You were a freshman also, my bestfriend's roomate; that's how we met.
By that point in my life, you were the 8th boy I had kissed, the 5th I had taken seriously. But I remember when our lips met, in the infinite moment, it was like nothing I had ever felt before. Surely, I had felt the spark before, with my first love, Brendon, back when I was 14. His kiss made my heart stop, maybe even time. I know, Lex, that you don't want to know the details on my past lovelife. But it doesn't matter, Baby. Because with your kiss it was so much more than that.
My point in case, Lex, is that when we kissed, time didn't stop, my heart didn't slow or race. There weren't any sparks or fireworks. With you, it was something all on it's own. Something from deep within. In those three seconds, i felt something rush through my blood, throughout my entire body. Never, Baby, never had I felt something so real. I said my heart didn't race or slow, but it did some crazy shit that excited me, Baby.
Your kiss, Lex, your kiss. Your lips, your taste... in a matter of seconds brought me to an infinite moment.
A world that didn't exist, where you, me and our kiss were the only things mattered.
When we pulled away you were blushing like mad and wouldn't look at me. I laughed because I was feeling happy and you just looked so damned cute. Then, just as abruptly as we had kissed, you took my hand in your and pulled me close. I had never been so close to you and admired you scent as I lay my head on your shoulder. We stood infront of my dorm room door for what felt like hours, but I'm sure was only just a minute.
Your next words, Lex, I think were the ones that made me fall in love with you.
I wanna take you home," you whispered in my ear and then it was my turn to blush as I responded with a slight nod before leaning up to kiss you again.
At that moment, someone might have said that we were moving too fast. But I had known you for months and you roomed with my besfriend, I did trust you. I wasn't afraid of what would happen in you room, 'cause I knew that you weren't the type to go straight to sex; at least, I hoped you weren't.
I also knew that you asking me to stay over was you silent way of asking me to be your boyfriend. And when I said yes, I meant it. I meant it more than I had ever meant anything else in my life because although we hadn't acted on our feelings until just then, you had been special to me since the day we met.