Jan 30, 2008 20:44
I am completely dissatisfied with pretty much everything right now.
I want to test for chechetti but I am having a hard time focusing on it right now and i don't really see myself pushing any harder in the near future. I hate chechetti, but I feel like it is something I will really need in my future. It can only benefit me.
Second semester is pretty much balls. I hate my match teacher. I hate health. And I am pretty sorry I decided to take a science class. Journalism and Sociology are pretty solid, though.
The weeks have been getting longer and longer. Nothing but school, work, and practice. And very little sleep. And very little time to myself. It also seems like I have been working a TON and saving a TON and I am not really seeing any substantial results on my bank statement/pay checks.
Guard is still enjoyable, but I have noticed that as we get closer and closer to competition season, Mike and Blair get MORE cranky. More so than they already are on a regular basis. Starting next weekend we pretty much have a competition almost every weekend...or every other. I'm excited for that, but competition weekends seem to last forever.
I'm also finding myself to be VERY irritated with the way people are choosing to act lately. I can't stand gossip any more. I can't stand it when people are so god damn fake. I'm so sick of everyone being so snobby and selfish. And the whole everyone thinking they can tell me what to do and who to be is getting pretty irritating as well.
I just need some time off. From EVERYTHING.
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I think the only upside to everything right now, is that there is a kid in my 5th hour that reminds me SO MUCH of Zach Braff in Scrubs.