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life is just a whole bunch os shit...
love is just a whole bunch of shit...
i wonder how many of you have loved but not been loved back...
it suck major balls...
why can't everything just got he way you want it to...
you think someone is one person...until they forget you...
you think you love someone...
until their rejection has finally pushed you to the point where you want to die and cease exsisitng...
for those of you who don't know...
i almost killedmyself last year...i was slitting my wrists...and i know i didn't show it becasue i was normal and cheerful...but inside i was as dark as the pits of hell...christina saved me, and my school friends helped...but you can never really recover from those things...at least in my opinion...i mean they can send you off to a mental hospital until you get better...but its always still htere...
is it so much to ask...for a little love?i mean real love...where ppl really care about you...
i have nothing really going for me right now...no means of suport or reaSon to excist...only to be put down and reminded constantly of how no one cares...not even my own freaking mother...she thinks om a freask and taht im ugly and weird...said so her self...
im going to run away, to a place where i can never come back from...
love is just a whole bunch of shit...
i wonder how many of you have loved but not been loved back...
it suck major balls...
why can't everything just got he way you want it to...
you think someone is one person...until they forget you...
you think you love someone...
until their rejection has finally pushed you to the point where you want to die and cease exsisitng...
for those of you who don't know...
i almost killedmyself last year...i was slitting my wrists...and i know i didn't show it becasue i was normal and cheerful...but inside i was as dark as the pits of hell...christina saved me, and my school friends helped...but you can never really recover from those things...at least in my opinion...i mean they can send you off to a mental hospital until you get better...but its always still htere...
is it so much to ask...for a little love?i mean real love...where ppl really care about you...
i have nothing really going for me right now...no means of suport or reaSon to excist...only to be put down and reminded constantly of how no one cares...not even my own freaking mother...she thinks om a freask and taht im ugly and weird...said so her self...
im going to run away, to a place where i can never come back from...