i feel so depressed lately...

Jul 12, 2004 18:30

i don't know why i just do...

Donny if i call you that kinda means that i want to talk to you... at first you said you didn't know why you broke up with me...then you said you have your reasons you just wouldn't tell me...then you said i don't know again! make up your miond! there has to be some reason why...oh well im over it...it was fun while it lasted but i think you broke up with me for this keely person whoever that is...

THIS IS FOR ME!
everything is so cold...
why can't we all just love and be loved...
whose fault is it that we aren't all alike..
maybe gods...
but then we would be like robots...
all the same...
but in away wouldn't that be better...
we would all get along...
all be able to stay happy forever...
but happiness isn't meant to last forever...
its suposed to last a moment...
and then take you back to miserable...
only fools live in a world where nothing ever goes wrong...
maybe someone should wake them up!
tell them how it is...
but just let them be...
l;et them think that everyhting will be ok...
for if they can be happier longer tham me and have just a second longer of happiness...for gods sake fucking let them...
no one deserves to be unhappy...
this fucking world just can't give up...
it has to have its way with weveryone...
to make us all cruel...and bitter... and is suceeds...

well anyway that was kinda freaky...i didn't even think about it just typed...

Andrea mondays aren't usually good for me becasue i am just starting the week andit just doesn't work...thursdays are best for me...

Christina...ocean breeze o thursday did you ever ask your mom? well you should i really want you to come with me...and to camp...which by the way is from the 19th-24th of this month...

glad that your all happy with your lifes...im just kinda mediocre...welll i luv you all...call me and leave me a comment and if you really want to show me that you love me you can e-mail me at mrswillhung777@yahoo.com! okk...

<3 kaitlin
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