wrote this a week ago, acidently put it on garys journal.

Dec 16, 2005 12:03

maybe consedered offensive - you've been warned
i feel like i need to just give up on satisfying people. my mom wont be happy unless i follow her around attending to her wants and needs. marks dad and step mom dont like anyone unless they have a big stick up the butt with the word religious written on it. im tired of my generation killing them selves. im tired of my friends being hurt by a loved one killing them selves. I just want to spend a quiet christmas with my e's house family but we have said so little to each other lately i dont even know whats going on with them. i wish brad would relax. in a month he went from one of my bestfriends to guy i wave to on sunday. and same with laura. and maybe im apathetic because my life has continually sucked and so when bad things happen im ok with it. i dont even know what i want to happen anymore. however it is getting better, charlie brown christmas is on tv tuesday. woohoo!!!!

and harry potter rocks my face off.

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