sane?
i occasionaly wonder what is wrong with me. in all the lessons on proper my mother taught me (proper dinning, proper tea manners, how to eat pasta with red sause and not get any on a pair of white gloves) she missed christian edicit. so i would like to thank the lovely people of e's house (is there still an e's house?) for teaching me.
See, when i dont like someone but am in a social setting where saying bugger off would be deemed rude, i never say the following:
I missed you
we should hang out soon
We should try to catch up soon
Because lieing is something i try not to do. How ever people at e's house always say these things to me and im confused as to why. Only one person has ever followed my guidelines for dealing with a person i dont wish to be friends with and thats heather. She never lies to me and says that she wants to spend time with me but she's always polite when our paths cross. Everyone else pretends that im a long lost sister, look at my friend of list on my profile. But you dont really want to be my friend. And for a while i thought there was something wrong with me. My blunt truthfulness does tend to upset people but in the case that i lost so many friends over I WAS RIGHT. So why am i still the bad guy? After more thought than it was worth ive decided im done. From now on a yearly 'ive missed you hows life' will not fool me in to thinking that the speaker is more than a spineless jellyfish because i have learned better.
So thank you e's house, and thank you beth for lieing to me for years and teaching my what true christianity is about.
See, when i dont like someone but am in a social setting where saying bugger off would be deemed rude, i never say the following:
I missed you
we should hang out soon
We should try to catch up soon
Because lieing is something i try not to do. How ever people at e's house always say these things to me and im confused as to why. Only one person has ever followed my guidelines for dealing with a person i dont wish to be friends with and thats heather. She never lies to me and says that she wants to spend time with me but she's always polite when our paths cross. Everyone else pretends that im a long lost sister, look at my friend of list on my profile. But you dont really want to be my friend. And for a while i thought there was something wrong with me. My blunt truthfulness does tend to upset people but in the case that i lost so many friends over I WAS RIGHT. So why am i still the bad guy? After more thought than it was worth ive decided im done. From now on a yearly 'ive missed you hows life' will not fool me in to thinking that the speaker is more than a spineless jellyfish because i have learned better.
So thank you e's house, and thank you beth for lieing to me for years and teaching my what true christianity is about.