I am a bitch
For those of you who havent known me long enough to tell, i am a bitch. Ask around, this isnt a facade i put on when im upset and dont want people to know im hurt. this is how i was raised. Its not godly but its who i am. If someone hurts me or a loved one i will take what ever they've done, turn it around, and ride it till they give up. Luke is an asshole. If you dont belive me, ask him where he was tuesday night. The fucking stalker. And i dont give a shit if im not perfict, perfection is a delusion. I will never be who everyone wants me to be and i have to except that. But i will not lie down and take it when people tell me my loved ones are evil. Ryan, i couldnt figure out why my entrys were missing until i checked my e-mail. and i dont care if you want to be lukes bff but the fact that as soon as an contradictory view pops up you delete it is not kosher. You've said a lot of nasty shit on my lj and i havn't cared but the fact that you would delete me and say im being mean just confuses me. The thing about koolaid was a joke. If i was being mean you would know. And why the hell would anyone bother sitting down with you or luke to talk when your view is already know and you dont care what evidence is in front of you. That being said. Kayce im going to call you later, but get a restraining order. you dont know what this sick fuck is capable of.