i guess i need to update more.
who do you trust if you cant trust someone SO close to you? I just dont know anymore. the one person who is always suppose to be there for me has let me down. && i just cant deal anymore. it hurts. a lot.
on a better(?) note.. work and school sucks. its not bad, its just a lot.I guess i shouldnt be bitching because its not terrible..
* oh. I dont know what to do anymore. i know in my heart that everything isnt ok. it seems ok. but do you know when you get that feeling deep down inside that something is missing. or somethings are being hidden from you.
my trust level is about zero right now. those who I can trust, I love with all my heart. and they know it. and I want everything to work out. but it just seems like it wont. and i'd give the world for it to. I'd give my world for him.
on a better(?) note.. work and school sucks. its not bad, its just a lot.I guess i shouldnt be bitching because its not terrible..
* oh. I dont know what to do anymore. i know in my heart that everything isnt ok. it seems ok. but do you know when you get that feeling deep down inside that something is missing. or somethings are being hidden from you.
my trust level is about zero right now. those who I can trust, I love with all my heart. and they know it. and I want everything to work out. but it just seems like it wont. and i'd give the world for it to. I'd give my world for him.