Ramble, ramble, ramble...
I'm getting really nervous about the babies being born. I am ready for them to be on the outside of my body. We have everything ready for them at home all we need is...them. I'm not nervous about the c-section, I'm actually kind of looking forward to not going through all that labor and pushing. I
m just nervous about their health i guess. My aunt Kelly had a cousin who lost one of her twins at like 37 weeks and they never really found out what happened. I just feel like they would be safer on the outside than inside. If they are outside, nurses can watch them and monitor them. If they are inside, anything could happen and there would be nothing I could do. I try not to dwell on it because really, what are the odds? I'm basically nuts..just tell me that so I can move on.
I really miss work and I can't wait to go back. I'm afraid I'm going to be totally out of the loop by the time I get to go back. I always try to run through things in my head so I won't forget. Like, how many cassetts do I make for a TAH/BSO or how do I do a Reticulun Fiber stain? I try to remember as much as I can while I'm gone. I just love my job so much and I really miss it and the people I work with.
Brodie is getting to be such a big boy. He turned 19months yesterday. What a little cutie!
m just nervous about their health i guess. My aunt Kelly had a cousin who lost one of her twins at like 37 weeks and they never really found out what happened. I just feel like they would be safer on the outside than inside. If they are outside, nurses can watch them and monitor them. If they are inside, anything could happen and there would be nothing I could do. I try not to dwell on it because really, what are the odds? I'm basically nuts..just tell me that so I can move on.
I really miss work and I can't wait to go back. I'm afraid I'm going to be totally out of the loop by the time I get to go back. I always try to run through things in my head so I won't forget. Like, how many cassetts do I make for a TAH/BSO or how do I do a Reticulun Fiber stain? I try to remember as much as I can while I'm gone. I just love my job so much and I really miss it and the people I work with.
Brodie is getting to be such a big boy. He turned 19months yesterday. What a little cutie!