Freak out.
I fritzed.
I freaked.
Now I'm sick, and I've been sick. I keep pushing myself. Last night I went out with a friend that I hadn't seen in over a year and I guess I really shouldn't have. Now I feel like shit. I need to stop, calm down, not go anywhere, and get better.
I've been hiding for awhile. Got a message from Jake wondering if I had fallen off the face of the earth...I never called him back. Korry wanted me to go to a show with him...I didn't because I knew I wouldn't be able to deal with all the people. I'm really getting tired of this self concious anxiety bullshit.
Chelsea in 2 weeks. About fucking time. I'm really looking forward to it. At least I can be happy for that week.
I freaked.
Now I'm sick, and I've been sick. I keep pushing myself. Last night I went out with a friend that I hadn't seen in over a year and I guess I really shouldn't have. Now I feel like shit. I need to stop, calm down, not go anywhere, and get better.
I've been hiding for awhile. Got a message from Jake wondering if I had fallen off the face of the earth...I never called him back. Korry wanted me to go to a show with him...I didn't because I knew I wouldn't be able to deal with all the people. I'm really getting tired of this self concious anxiety bullshit.
Chelsea in 2 weeks. About fucking time. I'm really looking forward to it. At least I can be happy for that week.