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I'm so sad.
i just finished reading everybody's journal and half of them are talking about college. i don't want to go. and i don't want to think about it, it just makes me want to cry. i don't even want to send in an application because i fell like its too soon. today me and allison and sarah were talking about christmas and i realized this was going to be the first year i don't get to go to church on Christmas Eve with my grandmother. I wish it was last year everything was so good
i just finished reading everybody's journal and half of them are talking about college. i don't want to go. and i don't want to think about it, it just makes me want to cry. i don't even want to send in an application because i fell like its too soon. today me and allison and sarah were talking about christmas and i realized this was going to be the first year i don't get to go to church on Christmas Eve with my grandmother. I wish it was last year everything was so good