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well :'( i hate paul... he used me, lead me on.. and its all my fault.. i hate him so much.. i hate what he did.. i hate how he cant face me.. and i hate how hes made me feel.. i hate myself :'(
yeah he was gona come over today, and we were gona talk things through, and we were gona go to a gig in the evening.. but its all fucked up now, cos he's "busy".... i feel like shit and i dont wana be here :'( .... why the fuck am i writing it on here :'(
the person im most sorry to is Andy.. who id arranged to see at the gig..
how can one fuckin person make people feel so shit :'(
im going :'(
yeah he was gona come over today, and we were gona talk things through, and we were gona go to a gig in the evening.. but its all fucked up now, cos he's "busy".... i feel like shit and i dont wana be here :'( .... why the fuck am i writing it on here :'(
the person im most sorry to is Andy.. who id arranged to see at the gig..
how can one fuckin person make people feel so shit :'(
im going :'(