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well today cheered me up..
mel was being realllyy nice so thanks mel.. she's such a good mate, i seriously dont know what i'd do without her.. we did random things all day and liam.. wow what a couple.. they're both gorgeous.. anyway yeh.. so saw them.. and i have an extremely bad cold *which isnt goood* but it means i sneeze a lot, and although it sounds gross you get that really nice after sneeze feeling hahaha.. paul's calling me later me thinks.. and we've decided to go shopping on sunday.. well he decided.. it's his turn.. i'm gona go to his and make him look gorgeous.. then we're off to telford or something.. i think he wants to go to primark..hehehe sounds really gay....but you knwo when you get that feeling when you walk round with someone and just feel really cool ? it was like that on saturday in town.. i was like.. wooww.. i dont think we feel the same about each other, so itd be cool to be mates. and just see how things go.. but i real like him.. but i guess as mates i'd get to see him more etc...
ahh well....last night i called him after my pooey depressive livejournal post, and it was like nothing had happened... we kind of had a little missunderstanding about some people.. but i guess things are sorted.. for now.. with mel's help !! haha "i hate that faggot!!"... i still feel kinda shitty.... i guess mel and my mates drown it all out... im getting proper crushed under everything though, it's shitty !! i hate the way people put me down.. people i dont even know.. people ive done nothing too.. grrr... and i hate the way i get stupidly upset about nothing.. mehhhhhhh....*sneeze* MEHHHH !!! Anyway,...
spoke to mick today.. 10,000things manager... apparently george is sending me a nice big fat parcel of goodies which sounds exciting.. how i do love those boys.. which also cheered me up.....
but arghhhh... whilst half of me is momentarily happy.. the other is really down.. mehhh !!! i need a break i really do.. thats why i cant wait til the easter hols.. im going away with chris and alex.. cant wait.. just a day at least of pure relaxation... getting pissed... holiday...and music... and in my most favourite place... LEEDS !!! Wayyyyy !!!
on a lighter note.. i did a stupid tarrot thing.. and it actually made sense...
"Success may be delayed. Be wary of accomplished enemies." - hear that mel? THE FAGGOT !!! THE FAGGOT !!!
"The triumph of power and will. Emotions are felt strongly. Great activity abounds. The heroic personality is near or soon to be born" - me being heroic when paul was struggling with his ex n shit...
"The drawing of two forces together, choices, temptations. The fight between the sacred and the secular. Accord of the inner and worldly self." - choices and temptations DAMN RIGHT !! mehhhhhh *sulks*..
ok i've moaned too much.. i think paul's gona fone shortly so g'nighttt.....
xx<3
mel was being realllyy nice so thanks mel.. she's such a good mate, i seriously dont know what i'd do without her.. we did random things all day and liam.. wow what a couple.. they're both gorgeous.. anyway yeh.. so saw them.. and i have an extremely bad cold *which isnt goood* but it means i sneeze a lot, and although it sounds gross you get that really nice after sneeze feeling hahaha.. paul's calling me later me thinks.. and we've decided to go shopping on sunday.. well he decided.. it's his turn.. i'm gona go to his and make him look gorgeous.. then we're off to telford or something.. i think he wants to go to primark..hehehe sounds really gay....but you knwo when you get that feeling when you walk round with someone and just feel really cool ? it was like that on saturday in town.. i was like.. wooww.. i dont think we feel the same about each other, so itd be cool to be mates. and just see how things go.. but i real like him.. but i guess as mates i'd get to see him more etc...
ahh well....last night i called him after my pooey depressive livejournal post, and it was like nothing had happened... we kind of had a little missunderstanding about some people.. but i guess things are sorted.. for now.. with mel's help !! haha "i hate that faggot!!"... i still feel kinda shitty.... i guess mel and my mates drown it all out... im getting proper crushed under everything though, it's shitty !! i hate the way people put me down.. people i dont even know.. people ive done nothing too.. grrr... and i hate the way i get stupidly upset about nothing.. mehhhhhhh....*sneeze* MEHHHH !!! Anyway,...
spoke to mick today.. 10,000things manager... apparently george is sending me a nice big fat parcel of goodies which sounds exciting.. how i do love those boys.. which also cheered me up.....
but arghhhh... whilst half of me is momentarily happy.. the other is really down.. mehhh !!! i need a break i really do.. thats why i cant wait til the easter hols.. im going away with chris and alex.. cant wait.. just a day at least of pure relaxation... getting pissed... holiday...and music... and in my most favourite place... LEEDS !!! Wayyyyy !!!
on a lighter note.. i did a stupid tarrot thing.. and it actually made sense...
"Success may be delayed. Be wary of accomplished enemies." - hear that mel? THE FAGGOT !!! THE FAGGOT !!!
"The triumph of power and will. Emotions are felt strongly. Great activity abounds. The heroic personality is near or soon to be born" - me being heroic when paul was struggling with his ex n shit...
"The drawing of two forces together, choices, temptations. The fight between the sacred and the secular. Accord of the inner and worldly self." - choices and temptations DAMN RIGHT !! mehhhhhh *sulks*..
ok i've moaned too much.. i think paul's gona fone shortly so g'nighttt.....
xx<3