*gasps and covers my mouth*
I think I'm in love with my best friend!
My best friend Vaughn and I have been spending lots of time together, like always because well--*shrugs* he's my best friend.
But at the same time, we've been *says outta the corner of my mouth* spending time together...? *nudges you*
We didn't do...it. But we were about to. We've just been doing sommmme...heavy making out so to speak. And...I just feel so weeeeeird about it (afterwards)! I mean I like him and I know he likes me. But I also like the guy that I'm talking to that's gonna be my boyfriend soon!!!
Vaughn just confessed to me last night that he is...very attracted to me. But to avoid my feelings being mutual and him falling in love with me, he said that his whole plan was to make me feel that I was ugly to him. When he said that? I wanted to cry. I told him (while we were in the middle of making out no less...) "well your plan worked..." It really hurt my feelings guys...Even more so because I would think to myself, "if he sees me like that, maybe other guys do, too...*pouts*"
Then he apologized to me over and over and he said that he knew that I might be getting a boyfriend soon and he didn't wanna mess that up for me. And that also, he didn't wanna lose our friendship or risk it if we should decided to be together. He said if we stopped being friends, he didn't know what he'd do. *shakes head* Neither do I.
*frustrated growl* Why do I always get myself into the most stupid predicaments!?
I really dunno what to do now! And I really really really need some advice! So if there's anyone out there who is reading this, please give a girl some advice?? Pleeeeeease???
My best friend Vaughn and I have been spending lots of time together, like always because well--*shrugs* he's my best friend.
But at the same time, we've been *says outta the corner of my mouth* spending time together...? *nudges you*
We didn't do...it. But we were about to. We've just been doing sommmme...heavy making out so to speak. And...I just feel so weeeeeird about it (afterwards)! I mean I like him and I know he likes me. But I also like the guy that I'm talking to that's gonna be my boyfriend soon!!!
Vaughn just confessed to me last night that he is...very attracted to me. But to avoid my feelings being mutual and him falling in love with me, he said that his whole plan was to make me feel that I was ugly to him. When he said that? I wanted to cry. I told him (while we were in the middle of making out no less...) "well your plan worked..." It really hurt my feelings guys...Even more so because I would think to myself, "if he sees me like that, maybe other guys do, too...*pouts*"
Then he apologized to me over and over and he said that he knew that I might be getting a boyfriend soon and he didn't wanna mess that up for me. And that also, he didn't wanna lose our friendship or risk it if we should decided to be together. He said if we stopped being friends, he didn't know what he'd do. *shakes head* Neither do I.
*frustrated growl* Why do I always get myself into the most stupid predicaments!?
I really dunno what to do now! And I really really really need some advice! So if there's anyone out there who is reading this, please give a girl some advice?? Pleeeeeease???