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losing interest in finding an interest...to be perfectly honest i just need an ego boost from time to time but really what's the point a jagged little puzzle piece that really doesn't want to fit into anywhere anyway.
last night was top ten miserable nights of my life. i hate feeling like i'm mother goose to all my friends. everyone is older than me yet i'm the one that takes care of everyone else. this has got to stop i have to accept the generosity of others wo feelings guilty and the only way to do that is with more selfish tendencies. i need to that as well as not let anyone get to me. there's one person in general that i'm talking about and its just so hard to let go of this mainly because i don't want to.
in lighter news i can wait to change up my hair. chop it up and see what happens. returning to the glory days of that past through a hairstyle that just won't quit.
last night was top ten miserable nights of my life. i hate feeling like i'm mother goose to all my friends. everyone is older than me yet i'm the one that takes care of everyone else. this has got to stop i have to accept the generosity of others wo feelings guilty and the only way to do that is with more selfish tendencies. i need to that as well as not let anyone get to me. there's one person in general that i'm talking about and its just so hard to let go of this mainly because i don't want to.
in lighter news i can wait to change up my hair. chop it up and see what happens. returning to the glory days of that past through a hairstyle that just won't quit.