S'up.
Putting my measly writings aside (just for a short while though), how about I just vent things out. I suppose people just have to do it from time to time.
Any news to rant about? Well, probably not. I was just thinking the other day, how I gradually slowed down my DBSK obsession (due to the lack of activities, which is, I suppose, rather understandable) and got submerged into the hysterical underworld that is 2PM, partially glad there were no big scandals, well... technically. I still remember reading a frenzied text message from
yumedeaimashou back in September and her freaking out about the whole Jay MySpace controversy. But you know, let bygones be bygones.
So like, I'm enjoying the flow, and what happens next? The whole freakin' 2PM Mesopotamia. I still have the audio record of THE conference somewhere in the depths of my 2PM folder, but I just couldn't listen to it through and through, the overall atmosphere was just x.x''. My own stance? I like them boys. I like all 7. I like 2PM with 7 members. I like 2PM with 6 members. I think there was misconseption and guilt on either side, and I also realize that Korea is something you cannot grasp with your sane part of mind, so... the best thing is just wait. I really enjoyed reading the aftermath thoughts posted on 2PMalways by their representative. That was so spot-on.
Aish, what am I doing. I opened this window with intention to write something short about current events on my side of fence, but I ended up postulating about k-pop. Boo me. x.x''
Either way, to put it simply, me likes them boys. All of them. And I like how my fandoms clash.
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I'm such a geek, lol. 'Tis my wall in Vilnius. And that Kanji beneath the poster is done by
yumedeaimashou (I miss you T^T) as a part of her good-bye gift before she left to study in England last September. I wish it was true what it is saying. But my imagination seems to be very limited these days.
And yes, better late than never.
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I finally got myself their album and that poster came with it. I listened to the CD just once, because I sorta know the songs by heart already lol, and my laptop seems to have lost its connection with the cd-rom (srsly, it doesn't appear anymore, when I open My Computer window, well, what one can do, my Jimmy is old), but it's always the booklet that makes having the real thing worth it. Especially as you can literally explore every single pore and body hair in some pictures. I love it how they look very human xD
I feel like a true supporter of 2PM now. All that is left to do is get a yellow Corby and stick a custom-made Woogle sticker on its back, lol.
Ahem. So.
Academically wise, I'm stuck at 5th or 6th page of my BA thesis. And we need to write some 40 pages total. Because papers on literature aren't that long, but I just can't make myself sit down and do it. The worst thing is, I know I could write it like in a month. Or two weeks if I did nothing but that, but... oh yeah, and I sorta need to write that in a month now, until May. But I can't say why now. Don't want to jinx anything, so to speak. Because even now everything seems rather suspicious and weird and what not.
Oh, and which is more ridiculous? Me not bringing my CV when meeting perhaps "potential" employers, or those "potential" employers asking for my CV and asking to meet me in general, when I told them directly, that I don't consider myself fit for the job? And what job anyways? WEIRDOES. FREAKOS. KOREANS.
Again. All we can do is wait and see. That's the story of my life, really. Waiting. All the time. 기다리다가 지친다 진짜. But as it says in the song 난 지쳐도 좋아. Oh, just google.translate it.
On a side note, the weather got extremely warm today. Well, considering it was like - 8C yesterday and it was snowing heavily on St. Patrick's day, which is like supposed to be umm... SPRING?
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I had to put on my winter jacket to go outside. It's not like it's unusual to get snow here in March. I remember we had snowy Easter once in April, but just you know... seems like you live here all your life and you should be used to weird weather, but every year this small country manages to surprise you. Mildly.
So, today it popped up to +6 C and it was weird walking outside without feeling this usual tingle of freeze on your face when the temp's below zero. And the days are so long now. It's bright before 7am, and it's still not too dark after 7pm. That's prolly the biggest sign that it is spring and not winter, lol.
What else, oh right, I registered on the official Rain's fansite. At least I think it's one of those more official ones, because they have messages from Rain and this 복잡한 (complicated, I'm learning new words, lol) level system, which is not for my monkey-brain to comprehend, but it's kinda fun being a random stalker too, heheh. And that makes me a member of 2 Korean fansites now. It sounds so pathetic, but it's a world which is very hard to enter for me. Using Korean fansites for me is like using 3G touch-screen phones - I can utilize less than 30% of everything they can offer. Srsly. I have this old SE w850 and there are places on the menu which I have never gone in those 3 years since I've bought it xD. Oh, digression, really.
Where was I, right, RAIN. I figured the other day, he's younger than Beyonce. So random. But then again, today I was assured once again, that Rain a.k.a. 비 a.k.a. 정지훈 is a GOD. And all them 2PMs and DBSKs are just measly mortals compared to him. And I hate the song, but srsly, for the likes of Jeong Jihun, oppa oppa oppa I'll be down down down down... He's the type you'd be happy to have even just for a one night stand, just so you could steal his DNA and have it with you, because he's just THAT awsum. Add the heterosis effect to that and the result would be more than good (the process prolly'd be fine too)... ... OMG, WHAT AM I SAYING?!!! xD
*looks around like crazy*
I didn't say that.
*meditates*
I should join the Khunism movement. That's like the total embodiment of Zen.
Ommm....
믿습니다~!!!!