Feb 02, 2005 10:41
your the most confusing, mind boggling person i have ever met. who do you like? i read your posts and first it says you want to date pat, then it says you love david, then it says your dating aldo. your entries contradict themselves more than john kerry.
i have a few questions for you
1.you left david because you were "confused" and you said that not being in a relationship would help you clear things up, but right after you left david, you immediately hooked-up with the chicken master, aldo. can you explain that? its like the eigth wonder of the world.
2.you told david that while you and him were broken up, you accidentally flirted with pat and accidentally lead him on. yet when i read your entry it says, "i feel bad cause somehow i wanted to flirt with pat and i did and i lead him on even more and i went the opposite.yeah i know im weird but i thought about it you know maybe i should try pat" thats a little strange isnt it?
3."lol but i love him you know we talked and shit and he said things will be different and shit and he wont take things to personal like he did before...and shit like that...and i believe him you know (you believed him so much that you broke up with him) the other day we would have gotten into a fight but he realised what he did and that it was wrong and he appoligied and hes making me happy by doing little things for me like little sentimental things" you said this about david, you broke up with him only a little while later after going out on an awesome date that you even said you had an awesome time during it. im baffled.
4."im friends with kevin no im not cheating.i just have a new friend and what i meant by who knows what will happen meaning i dunno if we will stay friends cause somehow i dont keep friends very long (i guess they dont stay friends very long,but they do turn into boyfriends, and if they dont they figure that they never will and they forget about you, EVERYONE WANTS TO FUCK YOU!) cause i dunno.but we have interests in eachother thats why hes a good friend.and well yeah." that sounds like a romantic interest to me, but thats just me. especially the part where you say that you two have "interests in each other."
oh and by the way, check out this little tid bit from another entry, "friday i dont work and im gonna hang out with kevin.hes kool i talked to him today while i was baby sitting.and talking to him now..i dunno.who knows what will happen."
WAIT, ladies and gentlemen, THERES MORE! "im going to the rapids tomorrow...me and my parents have been wanting to go and kevin was like it would be cool if u can come with me cause my dad told me i could invite someone...so i asked me mommy" cant get enough of that kevin character can we?
and that was all while you were dating david.
5.02 Dec 2004|that entry just doesnt make a bit of sense
6.this is the whopper of the confusing entries. its the one im commenting under right now
"well alot has happened i guess u can say this month.i broke up with david in which he hates me so i moved on to aldo" once again the reason you broke up with david is because you couldnt handle being in a relationship, yet you still "moved on to aldo". another thing, you make it seem as though the reason david "hates" you is because you broke up with him, but the real reason is the following, you tried to pick david up at school so he could steal you another test and be there while you took it, but he had some important personal issues to handle, he had to go home first and get those taken care of. but you couldnt understand that something is actually a little more important that queen maddie. you just couldnt believe that you had to wait a little while before david could go with you. so you took the test without him. now there is no reason whatsoever to hang out with him. so davids friends give him a call and say they wanna hang out. david, thinking everything was taken care of, said ok. then he receives a call from you saying that you had to come by and pick up a movie that you left at davids like 10 months ago, but it was CRUCIAL that you got it that day. so as an act of kindness towards maddie, david decides to make his friends wait until the queen came and picked up her SUPER IMPORTANT movie. when she finally came by david was a few houses down with his friends waiting for her. maddie, you got so pissed that david was a few houses down that you decided not to tell him what the result of the test was. later you LIED to him by saying that it came out positive. maddie your sooooo sweet.
"he treats me like i dunno hes just very good to me. im happy i guess u can say and as far as i know he likes me alot, i think this is what i needed" just what you needed huh? you needed time alone to sort things out, well i guess aldo can help you be alone. yeah, aldo can stand right alongside of you while you have your "alone time"
by the way, you seem to mention that aldo likes you so much, but i dont think i saw you say how much you like him
REBOUND! did i spell that right?
another thing, this isnt from an entry but check it out anyway. for a little while david was understandibly mad and chose not to speak to you, then you sent him a text on his phone and out of pure compassion david decided to talk to you again. he asked you how your "boy life " was and you said that nothing was going on except the usual guys who have always hit on you. but it turns out you were dating aldo. why did you keep that hidden? why did you lie to david the first chance you got?
well there you have it. i know that you probably will just ignore this because your too scared to face all the contradictions and mistakes and intentional wrongdoings that i have brought fourth in this reply. but maybe you will respond to this and clear things up for all of us hopefully you can explain what the hell you were thinking when you did all that stuff, and why.
p.s this isnt cause i want you back maddie, i would rather die alone. if you answer to this and i like your answers then maybe we can become friends.