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not a single fuckin update since the party of all mu'fuckin parties. sheesh. where does the time go? I have been working my fuggin ass off at work, and damnit, i'm ired. School suckc something major, and honestly i'm already tired of it. I was tired of i in october, and now Im only down to two classes, math and english. English is exactly like AP Lit was, and i hate i, it's so goddamn boring, and I'm sic of writing essays. it sucks it really does. And for the first time I actually enjoy math, every friday 730 to 1100 is no problem, and I actually remember stuff from IMP that's actually useful. My film classes ended in mid october, and since then I've been working so much. before school loosened up i was doing about 60 hrs every two weeks and since then (on my most recent pay check) I pulled down 90 hrs. i'm so beat. and tonight I have to work from
6pm-4am and tehn tommorrow from 5pm-1am and it sucks. I just wanna have some time to do Doodle and Crocket, and maybe pull a rabit out of a fictous ass, and be that damn good. I like my job and I like doing film cuz film skool is fun, but I dnt really wanna do both, and I'm really feeling like I wanna go somewhere else. Yeah living at home, having very little to worry about, haaving an income that is for me, is nice but I honestly feel kinda lost right now. Not really alone or anything jst not sure of what I want. I wanna do film, but I also wannna work, but not both at the same time (right now). Man I'm burned out too. wanna go to santa fe, it'll be me being independant, but when the idea was discussed, the parental units gave me the same talk as before, of you should stay here, it's for the best. No it's not, I "fell" for that shit last year and this is something I wanna do, I'll take two more classes next semester and still try to ge down to sante fe. Comm. Coll. is just too much like highschool, but with old people that aren't teachers. need a new adventure.
6pm-4am and tehn tommorrow from 5pm-1am and it sucks. I just wanna have some time to do Doodle and Crocket, and maybe pull a rabit out of a fictous ass, and be that damn good. I like my job and I like doing film cuz film skool is fun, but I dnt really wanna do both, and I'm really feeling like I wanna go somewhere else. Yeah living at home, having very little to worry about, haaving an income that is for me, is nice but I honestly feel kinda lost right now. Not really alone or anything jst not sure of what I want. I wanna do film, but I also wannna work, but not both at the same time (right now). Man I'm burned out too. wanna go to santa fe, it'll be me being independant, but when the idea was discussed, the parental units gave me the same talk as before, of you should stay here, it's for the best. No it's not, I "fell" for that shit last year and this is something I wanna do, I'll take two more classes next semester and still try to ge down to sante fe. Comm. Coll. is just too much like highschool, but with old people that aren't teachers. need a new adventure.