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Note to self, stop omitting the truth from husband. When he finds out shit, he is not happy that you keep secrets from him even if the subjects arent a big deal to you, they might be to him. Yup there is that communication issue again.
Oh well, things I need to work on. He has things he needs to work on too. Like, when I do something wrong, wait a little while before yelling at me so that he can calm down instead of saying nasty hurtful things that he cant take back. Especially when something is fixable. He thought is was going to have to buy a whole new thing for his truck at $350 when I had lost a piece. Hello, I didnt go very far with the stuff and easily found it. He over reacts a little sometimes.
Then again, so do I. I am insanely jealous over the man. But it is only because I love him and cant stand the thought of another woman having my man. I can deal with him speaking to woman as long as it is plutonic. No sexual jokes or touching allowed. If flirting begins, I become a crazy bitch. Its the truth, I can say it. He is the same way about me. He has gotten slightly better about his jealousy, but not by much. And that is fine by me, because at least I know he cares and is protective over me.
Ugh, I am hating this studying. Thank God the exam is on Saturday this week. But at the same time, I am definitely nervous. I am worried that I am going to fuck up the exam and have a lot of people pissed off at me. I have put a lot into this career so far and I havent even started. I had to quit my job. I had to pay for supplies and the exam. I have had to put a ton of study hours in. God, I hope I pass. I have severe test anxiouty. But I need to calm down, read every question thoroughly and make educated answers. I have studied for this. I can do it. Anyways, back to studying.
Oh well, things I need to work on. He has things he needs to work on too. Like, when I do something wrong, wait a little while before yelling at me so that he can calm down instead of saying nasty hurtful things that he cant take back. Especially when something is fixable. He thought is was going to have to buy a whole new thing for his truck at $350 when I had lost a piece. Hello, I didnt go very far with the stuff and easily found it. He over reacts a little sometimes.
Then again, so do I. I am insanely jealous over the man. But it is only because I love him and cant stand the thought of another woman having my man. I can deal with him speaking to woman as long as it is plutonic. No sexual jokes or touching allowed. If flirting begins, I become a crazy bitch. Its the truth, I can say it. He is the same way about me. He has gotten slightly better about his jealousy, but not by much. And that is fine by me, because at least I know he cares and is protective over me.
Ugh, I am hating this studying. Thank God the exam is on Saturday this week. But at the same time, I am definitely nervous. I am worried that I am going to fuck up the exam and have a lot of people pissed off at me. I have put a lot into this career so far and I havent even started. I had to quit my job. I had to pay for supplies and the exam. I have had to put a ton of study hours in. God, I hope I pass. I have severe test anxiouty. But I need to calm down, read every question thoroughly and make educated answers. I have studied for this. I can do it. Anyways, back to studying.