I cant get no satisfaction
blargh...its monday..nothing terrible really though i've really only got 2 classes today and both of them are ridiculously easy...stats and international relations. My classes seem so easy this year..i better not mess this up right?? Well here i am sitting in student involvement...
Good news is im thinking of michael less and less each day...i really miss Owen though. I am surprised that i miss him as much as i do. I guess we just have a lot of fun when we're together. I dont have much time...I'm really pissed off at a few people...i wish these problems would just disappear. Im so pissed off at the field hockey team and daniel bruce......BLAH.......assholes....i dont feel like talking about it
So the mud run was fun for the most part but i dont really click with a lot of the team....they are so childish to me...sometimes we have fun and sometimes its just awkward...like Kaylee...kaylee and i just dont really work together. I dunno its like we have NOTHING in common....and shes so weird! I spent some time with her this weekend at Radford and there is just no way that we could ever really be "Friends".
I cant wait untill Owen comes home....i miss being with someone who i can just be myself around and not have to compete for anyone's attention. I think he's starting to understand though...im not trying to lead him on or drag him around im just not ready to be in a relationship right now...and i have a huge issue with the smoking which relates back to my dad. I dont want to break things off because i enjoy being with him but if my "baggage" as he calls it..is hurting him then i would break it off...but he needs to let me know....because i honestly dont know when ill be ready...maybe by the time he takes me on vacation....it needs to be cute though..it would be cute if he found some way to ask me when he took me to that nice hotel he promised. hehe....who knows but thats a while from now anyway...
Tonight=back to school night.....blah...do i really want to listen to all these teachers blab about their "methods".....not particularly but i dont think i have a choice.
Good news is im thinking of michael less and less each day...i really miss Owen though. I am surprised that i miss him as much as i do. I guess we just have a lot of fun when we're together. I dont have much time...I'm really pissed off at a few people...i wish these problems would just disappear. Im so pissed off at the field hockey team and daniel bruce......BLAH.......assholes....i dont feel like talking about it
So the mud run was fun for the most part but i dont really click with a lot of the team....they are so childish to me...sometimes we have fun and sometimes its just awkward...like Kaylee...kaylee and i just dont really work together. I dunno its like we have NOTHING in common....and shes so weird! I spent some time with her this weekend at Radford and there is just no way that we could ever really be "Friends".
I cant wait untill Owen comes home....i miss being with someone who i can just be myself around and not have to compete for anyone's attention. I think he's starting to understand though...im not trying to lead him on or drag him around im just not ready to be in a relationship right now...and i have a huge issue with the smoking which relates back to my dad. I dont want to break things off because i enjoy being with him but if my "baggage" as he calls it..is hurting him then i would break it off...but he needs to let me know....because i honestly dont know when ill be ready...maybe by the time he takes me on vacation....it needs to be cute though..it would be cute if he found some way to ask me when he took me to that nice hotel he promised. hehe....who knows but thats a while from now anyway...
Tonight=back to school night.....blah...do i really want to listen to all these teachers blab about their "methods".....not particularly but i dont think i have a choice.