attention

[mrshmlooo]

how is it that even though my day can be perfect...my mom can turn it all around? I hate that i come to my room in tears every night because another failed attempt to a hug and a kiss goodnite. She tells me that im 16 so i dont understand...and that she has things to do...she insults my intelligence right in front of me and takes no intrest in anything that i care about. She got all upset that i quit softball...she was apparently saving up time to go to one of my games.....but now that i quit..that time is unavailable. I didnt ask her to spend a whole friggin day with me...all i wanted was a hug for gods sake!!!!!!!! She already nearly trashed yesterday....seriously....

i cant stop crying....i better go to sleep before this gives me a headache

i hope you enjoyed ur bday michael....i love you