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Dec 08, 2012 00:42

I'd forgotten about Livejournal...but looking through it trying to find a video, makes me want to write, just for the sake of writing.

Looking back and reading what I wrote when I was 20, man was I young.  And boy did I think I was hot stuff.  Though I suppose we are supposed to be that way when we're young.  But it makes me laugh just the same.  Five years can do a lot.  I think what makes me chuckle the most though, are the posts about boys.  Man.  Hilarious.  And so stupid.  It's funny, now that I'm married and have a little boy of my own.

And man was I a dreamer.  Although I suppose that's a good thing.  Although I did realize a common theme, one that still kind of haunts me.  One that is still dragging me down.

Maybe that is the real reason I felt like I need to write.  That and I haven't written in so long, I almost don't feel like me.  Since my dog chewed my last journal actually...so 2009.  Yikes.  Scary.  I should get back to writing, if only to write about what my son did that day.

I think I will get into the other reasons later.  I don't want to put myself in a foul mood. 
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