Dec 08, 2012 00:42
I'd forgotten about Livejournal...but looking through it trying to find a video, makes me want to write, just for the sake of writing.
Looking back and reading what I wrote when I was 20, man was I young. And boy did I think I was hot stuff. Though I suppose we are supposed to be that way when we're young. But it makes me laugh just the same. Five years can do a lot. I think what makes me chuckle the most though, are the posts about boys. Man. Hilarious. And so stupid. It's funny, now that I'm married and have a little boy of my own.
And man was I a dreamer. Although I suppose that's a good thing. Although I did realize a common theme, one that still kind of haunts me. One that is still dragging me down.
Maybe that is the real reason I felt like I need to write. That and I haven't written in so long, I almost don't feel like me. Since my dog chewed my last journal actually...so 2009. Yikes. Scary. I should get back to writing, if only to write about what my son did that day.
I think I will get into the other reasons later. I don't want to put myself in a foul mood.