Beautiful. Aboslutely Beautiful
Franz Biebl's Ave Maria
I was watching my DVD of Chanticleer tonight, and they performed this song. And well, I started bawling. I guess it holds so many memories. I can remember every time I have heard this song performed, be it by Men's Chorale, or otherwise. But I think the real reason I cry every time now, is because I see Aaron. It was sung at his funeral, and he sang it so many times before that. And I break whenever I hear it. Before his funeral, I used to just close my eyes, and listen to the music in darkness. But I just can't do that anymore. So, this song, is the most important piece of music in my life. It has touched me like no other song ever has, and it will forever remain as such.
I cried for Aaron tonight, I think. And it felt good. 2 years and the pain doesn't go away. I don't think it ever will. I love you. February 25, 2006.