Mar 06, 2006 22:06
So, I should be writing an English paper about Macbeth right now, but I don't want to, so I'm going to ramble on about my pathetic life, okay? Boys are really confusing me. I mean, how do you know if they like you or not? Because some of my guy friends kind of seem like they're flirting, but then you find out they're really not and that's just how they are with everyone. I wish I was a deer or something. Then boys would be fighting over me with their big strong antlers and everything. Wouldn't that just be neat? I think so. I hate all the prom drama going on around me because it reminds me that I have noone to go with. I wouldn't just go with anyone just to have a date, but I would go if I had a boyfriend. But I don't. And I probably never will. I'll just be one of those creepy old maids living alone except for all of her cats. And all the children will be scared of me. And I'll be sad because I really want kids but I won't have anyone to have kids with because no one wants to go out with me. Life really sucks sometimes, you know? I wish we could just all be paired with someone. God could say, "here's your soulmate," and there he would be, and you would be in love and live happily ever after. But no, instead you have to wait until you're old and all the people who are pretty now are old and ugly so some guy settles for you. Grr!
Okay, now I'm done ranting. I'm gonna finish my English paper. Because I just started and it's 10:12 at night and it's due tomorrow. Oops.....