... BONES...
Ok so, no joke. It's 4:39 AM. I haven't gotten to sleep. About half an hour ago I decided I should.. but I am WAY too excited. I haven't felt this way since the night before I left fr tur last summer. But that feeling was more worry and being scared and sad. I am leaving for tour in 18 days. Come June 9th, i'm going to be with the best friends and people I could ask for. I keep thinking of saying goodbye to my parents, and I know that I need to start hanging out with them more. I don't want to leave crying and boo whooing abut shit. I'm WAY too excited. This is the frist summer where I am 100% confident and ready to go. I want to know my drill, I want to knw if it's any good. I want to be packed, and on a plane getting ready for Newark. Jesus Christ. I'm so happy right now. I finally get to be with BONES! With my friends! I knew last summer I was an x-men! Just fuckin KNEW it! And now..i'm back!
Today I'm going tour shopping with erica. I got my pay check, and it was over 400 bucks. I need to be smart this time and ONLY spend it on tour. Nothining else.
God! This summer is going to be great. I'll know all the peple, and the staff. So many people are calling me, waiting to know when i'm coming. I'll get to see Eddie SO much! Jon Gavin, Morgan, Daeryck. SO many people! YES Morgan! I'm going to be most proud of her <3! Cant wait for her to see Crossmen!
I keep going over and over lists of the things I need. How many shrts do I have? How many bras and tank tops!? God! SO much! Yet I still have time.. I'm getting SO wired. So excited! I can't wait.
Leighann, let me know if you can get me a bus box, will you!? I have SO MUCH TO DO!! BAAHAHAHAH!! And I'm seriously counting down the days until tour. This is going to be the best summer yet. I promise you all this!!!!