and it finally hit me
the lawsuit and potential disbanding thing. it took a while. i was just reading and being nerdy in general in the beginning, but it just hit me now, and now i'm sad. :(
it's not just the disbanding rumous - because i know that there's little chance that they actually will disband. i trust that their ties are strong enough for that. but i don't want this happening, this thing where no one knows what's happening and everyone gets panicky. and i don't want them doing solo projects, because even if it's good experience and all that, i don't want them to need it. and i don't want them doing solo dramas either, because i'm scared that they'll suddenly like that more - or like it enough so that they start participating in more dramas and won't have time for singing.
i'm trying to keep the faith, keep the faith, keep the faith, but i don't want to have to remind myself. :(
it's not just the disbanding rumous - because i know that there's little chance that they actually will disband. i trust that their ties are strong enough for that. but i don't want this happening, this thing where no one knows what's happening and everyone gets panicky. and i don't want them doing solo projects, because even if it's good experience and all that, i don't want them to need it. and i don't want them doing solo dramas either, because i'm scared that they'll suddenly like that more - or like it enough so that they start participating in more dramas and won't have time for singing.
i'm trying to keep the faith, keep the faith, keep the faith, but i don't want to have to remind myself. :(