Brainstoming re: job/career and lfie
I've been working on flushing out my goals/dreams list for this year (yes, I know, Samhain was a month ago, I'm lazy and busy LOL) and I just can't pin anything down beyond my relationships. Goals for that include: I want to spend more time with my dad and brothers, since I really don't do a lot of that beyond the random family holiday and birthdays. I did help my dad skin and bone the doe he got (yay for fee venison!!) so I've taken small steps to accomplish this goal already. I also want to continue the good streak Chad and I have been having. Last year kinda sucked for us in a major way, so really this year being better would be nice. As long as we both work on it and we don't get too frustrated or too self-centered we should be fine.
Re: career, however, I really don't know what I want to do when I grow up (cause no, I am not done growing up). I want to be able to pay my bills and have enough left over to hack away at my debt and occasionally buy treats (like wine and beer and books). That's really my only goal right now...but I feel like it's not enough. Shouldn't goals be bigger? I don't want to work in the hospital kitchen forever, but right now I'm not hating my job (mostly due to the people I work with) so I almost feel like I shouldn't rock the boat. Which is basically me being lazy and decidedly *not* fierce. Then I remember what I said during my pre-Samhain time about being more fierce and I feel like I'm super slacking.
Re: career, however, I really don't know what I want to do when I grow up (cause no, I am not done growing up). I want to be able to pay my bills and have enough left over to hack away at my debt and occasionally buy treats (like wine and beer and books). That's really my only goal right now...but I feel like it's not enough. Shouldn't goals be bigger? I don't want to work in the hospital kitchen forever, but right now I'm not hating my job (mostly due to the people I work with) so I almost feel like I shouldn't rock the boat. Which is basically me being lazy and decidedly *not* fierce. Then I remember what I said during my pre-Samhain time about being more fierce and I feel like I'm super slacking.