Losing mind

[mrsdcontent]

Head stitched n glued back together, bruised nose from trying to break it and head from sheer frustration. Then went escape, spotted route up gate onto roof so at 10:30 smoking time went for it and climbed right to the top and as far along as I could, nurse caught up and dragged me down it like a maniac, to some metal level where he tried to shove me down vertical stairs to no avail so police and firemen arrived, got me to ground n staff dragged me right back round to the ward. Now I'm on 1;1s which is poop. I haven't eaten in four days though. They gave me three lorazepam yesterday. There is something strange in writing all this, most prominent is the feeling that I shouldn't be. I haven't said everything tho I suppose, no not at all, it's far worse.

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