May 22, 2005 13:47
rainy day. makes the heart feel a little rainy too.
i just took a shower and the water has seeped into my ears. now the rain is inside my head.
i've realized it is hard to be with me. i've evaluated past and current relationships, and i think about the cruddy parts, and i've concluded they are pretty much my fault. the fault of my personality. i suppose i refuse to be simple and subsequently, i'm doomed to being hopelessly and devastatingly complex.
in less than a week i will be with my beloved aunt laurie and maybe she can help straighten me out....