it seems like it was never before
How can I be at two places at a time?
and how can I transcend time so that I can be at two places without the pain?
I don't want to go back, yet I want to.
or is it I need to?
I feel that I can't feel anything anymore because it is so sad that I have no more time left here. when everything has been so settled.
saying goodbye to churchmates that day was bad enough. what about my restaurant friends? I really truly dread that day.