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i'm fairly convinced that my entire little sliver of existence is just one long ironic joke. i used to be really into this (mess of an) idea that my life is completely in my head...and all the coincidences arent really that coincidental at all because i'm making the whole mother fucker up as i go. I thought i was on some quantum physics shit until i talked to a Quantum student and he told me i was way off. so i dont know. point is- shit is pretty fucking ridiculous.
the night after i posted my last sobby lonely story about having no friends- that internet guy called me back. we've had the most explosive fucking friendship i've ever had ever. ever. ever. you know when you meet someone and you just click? like that. except the click is a huge subatomic implosion thing. yeah.
anyway- his name is kaveh and everything is awesome again. we're so fucking alike. he thinks our mutual obsession is actually just Borderline Narcissism. not to get carried away or anything.
we are slowly melting this tired town with our naturally effortless glamour....and rebuilding it into some real shit. we're making a scene. and music. I FOUND SOMEONE ON MY LEVEL TO CREATE ART WITH. just wait. ahhhhggghhhh
did i mention we already have babies? Podka Babies. (vodka and pizza) They're new at aesthetics...but eager to be inspired. and we are. yes yes yes
"and there's no need to shit talk or impress cause honesty and emotion are not looked down uponnn. we do it because we have to not because we know why."
the night after i posted my last sobby lonely story about having no friends- that internet guy called me back. we've had the most explosive fucking friendship i've ever had ever. ever. ever. you know when you meet someone and you just click? like that. except the click is a huge subatomic implosion thing. yeah.
anyway- his name is kaveh and everything is awesome again. we're so fucking alike. he thinks our mutual obsession is actually just Borderline Narcissism. not to get carried away or anything.
we are slowly melting this tired town with our naturally effortless glamour....and rebuilding it into some real shit. we're making a scene. and music. I FOUND SOMEONE ON MY LEVEL TO CREATE ART WITH. just wait. ahhhhggghhhh
did i mention we already have babies? Podka Babies. (vodka and pizza) They're new at aesthetics...but eager to be inspired. and we are. yes yes yes
"and there's no need to shit talk or impress cause honesty and emotion are not looked down uponnn. we do it because we have to not because we know why."