Jan 10, 2008 19:21
im back at purdue. still in limbo. i dont know. planes....ugh.
i love kristin and brandon so hard. they used to love eachother. but they cant anymore. they are both so fucking depressed and crazy that we have equal or more hard times than good and it makes loving them suck.
they hang out then end up fighting. everytime. kristin goes to jail over it. of course they shouldnt be together. i try to not get involved. but now he thinks i have something to do with her not talking to him. i say no but i guess i kind of do.
as much as i want to not get involved, i want them to be happy. and they arent happy together. they are for a minute...then they hurt eachother.
alli is a mess. a wonderful mess. but still a mess.
besides alvin, my closest friends are unemployed, not in school, and get fucked up everyday. im not judgmental. its just hard. i am attracted to exhilerating people. so shit always hits the fan, hardcore.
oh. and speaking of fun people- i have a girlfriend now. her name is jp and you probably know her.