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mizra October 1 2011, 21:51:25 UTC
I had been doing good, but then I saw this and found the last image. I've started crying again. Oh... oh honey...
*hugs you and cries with you*

I just... I can't. I don't want to. Everything is Supernatural and it all hurts.

But, you did a great job here, dear.

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mrscastielftw October 1 2011, 22:02:25 UTC
Actually, the last one is what gave me hope.

Upon re-watching the scene, for a spit second Dean's hand clenched in the fabric - Seriously, that split second of emotion showed so much more about how he truly felt about Cas.

I was so shocked the first time I saw the scene, I missed everything. Watch it again and just listen to his voice shake and then see how he holds the coat. He is using anger because he can’t breakdown yet. He has to save his Sam, Bobby, and the world. He can’t let himself feel the loss, because he still has to take care of people.

I think also, he doesn’t want to believe that Cas is gone and if he doesn’t admit it to himself, then maybe it isn’t true.

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mizra October 1 2011, 22:35:51 UTC
I saw that. I think that's when I cried harder. He clenched the fabric and got chocked up. When Dean's upset, and trying not to man!cry, he gets angry. It's his deflection tool.

I think also, he doesn’t want to believe that Cas is gone and if he doesn’t admit it to himself, then maybe it isn’t true.
YES. I still I think that maybe, just maybe, Castiel is still OK. That he is still out there somewhere. Why bring him back just to kill him? There's got to be another part to this storyline that hasn't unfolded yet.

And I'm positive Bobby is fine. I had seen stuff from 7x03 a week or so ago, so I'm not too worried for him right now. I still hate that Bobby's place (THE PANIC ROOM) is gone. All those resources... gone. Bobby's memories with Karen Crowley gone. The late night Craig and Scotch talks by the fire. COULD YOU IMAGINE IT ( ... )

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mrscastielftw October 1 2011, 22:41:43 UTC
And I'm positive Bobby is fine. I had seen stuff from 7x03 a week or so ago... HELLO SPOILERS!

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mizra October 1 2011, 22:51:42 UTC
FRAK! SORRY!
I honestly though you had said you had accidentally some. You mentioned something earlier that let me to believe that you might know a couple of them.

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mrscastielftw October 1 2011, 22:56:52 UTC
No.

I just saw that he episode was written by Ben Edlund and somebody mentioned it was Misha's last episode (NOT UNDER A CUT)

I hate spoilers.

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mizra October 1 2011, 23:03:37 UTC

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mrscastielftw October 1 2011, 23:14:54 UTC

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mizra October 1 2011, 23:57:29 UTC
akward gif is awkward.
ALSO WATCH DOCTOR WHO BECAUSE IT'S AMAZING AND THE BEST FINALE THUS FAR, I PROMISE!!!! Adventure, romance, giants, monsters, chases, escapes, miracles!!!

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mrscastielftw October 2 2011, 00:00:21 UTC
Just because...


... )

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mizra October 2 2011, 00:14:35 UTC
*SQUEEEEEE*

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mrscastielftw October 2 2011, 00:22:53 UTC
Steal it if you want:)

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mizra October 2 2011, 01:05:13 UTC
Already did!

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mrscastielftw October 2 2011, 01:18:48 UTC
XD

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mrscastielftw October 1 2011, 22:45:40 UTC
It made me feel better, that he actually showed that he cares.

I have decided to stick with hope.

Bobby and Crowley will make new memories *Wink*

I'm not reading fic for a bit. Clouds my process - Theories must be pure and free!

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mizra October 1 2011, 22:53:26 UTC
I'm going to shut up now. And if I say anything related to SPN, just either A) tell me to shut-up or B) walk away and hum Metallica. BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY I CANNOT NOT SPILL SPOILERY BEANS.

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