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i dont feel good today. im feeling sorry for myself again. ben was being a jerk today. i dont think he meant to. maybe he did. i forgot to go to starbucks for kim. sorry kim. i dont go anywhere. ever. noone wants me to go places with them and its evident because people go places all the time and noone invites me anywhere. i dont invite myself places, its rude and obviously they dont want me there or they wouldve said something. so im stuck at home doing laundry. i wish i had a car and could drive. i think id just drive myself around because its better than sitting home watching tv. i dont really like tv anymore. i feel bad when im not doing anyhting for a purpose. ugh. i have no friends.