Nov 25, 2004 21:04
hey Camila. i need more music from you. i feel very hypocritical because i dont know of many bands yet i love music so damn much. just havent really been exposed to very much i guess. plus u have ur bro. watever. i need a guitar playing brother. i feel like cuttin alot lately even though im on stuff. curious. mayybe i need a higher dosage. or something. i feel noone loves me enough to care. or more accurately that im not good enough for anyone to care about in the first place and that i just dont matter and it wouldve gone alot better for everyone here i i stayed in oklahoma and probably would have ended up pregnant or some thing caused by lack of good friends and influencs.that was a long sentence and i apologize for any confusion if anyone reads this at all. ahhhhhh. i suck goodbye.