36 hours and counting.
"The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so, we cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication."
Title is how long I've been awake. I wasn't able to sleep at all. I sat in bed but my brain wouldn't turn off.
I know I'm not the best of people. I've come to terms with that a while ago. I will not always say the right things. I won't always do the best things. I won't say things how I mean them. I won't understand fully. Any person is like that, though I seem exceptional at it. I've come to terms with that. However, it doesn't mean I don't try my best to make sure I fuck up as little as possible. And yet, I still make things worse. Its frustrating at times, outright aweful others. It stressed me out to piss others off around me, especially those I care about. Sorry.
Not feeling right at all anyway. Lost would be the best way to describe it. Or missing. Tough to explain, well, simple real, but no real answer.
Title is how long I've been awake. I wasn't able to sleep at all. I sat in bed but my brain wouldn't turn off.
I know I'm not the best of people. I've come to terms with that a while ago. I will not always say the right things. I won't always do the best things. I won't say things how I mean them. I won't understand fully. Any person is like that, though I seem exceptional at it. I've come to terms with that. However, it doesn't mean I don't try my best to make sure I fuck up as little as possible. And yet, I still make things worse. Its frustrating at times, outright aweful others. It stressed me out to piss others off around me, especially those I care about. Sorry.
Not feeling right at all anyway. Lost would be the best way to describe it. Or missing. Tough to explain, well, simple real, but no real answer.