so...

Apr 25, 2005 15:06

I am worth $1,599,758.00 on HumanForSale.com

that's amazing i wouldn't pay a dollar for myself or my company.

so i tweaked for a week straight last week.
damn b.

well....
i did tweak everyday is what i should say,
i didn't like tweek at night or anything.

i'm pissed cause i ate yesterday,
and i hadn't eaten in a week...

i was starting to feel good about myself.

damn.

so now i feel like shit,
cause i'm a fuck up,
and can't seem to get out of it.

i really need to get a job,
so that i can afford to buy shit all the time,
and then i can share with you hella,
and i WILL.

i feel like no one at school really likes me anymore,
i feel like my rhythm is all fucked up,
and i'm not sure how to interact with anyone anymore.

i feel like i've fucked up my relationships this week,
i think i'm starting to take people for granted,
cause i don't really care about them or myself anymore,
and i don't really care about my life.

i feel like everyone knows it too.

i think that i am the most boring person on the planet right now,
that i have forgotten how to have fun,
i've forgotten how to be funny,
and i've forgotten how to laugh.

at school they are talkin about crackin down on the "meth problem" at our school.
this is the scariest shit i've ever heard in my life.

i am pissed at the sophmores who keep gettin themselves caught.
they got caught smokin pot at camp and now they got caught smokin meth at the uw.

they are really dumb.

i feel really dumb for risking shit too,
and it's really not worth the risk,
but i am compelled to do it anyway,
and i keep thinking that i'm gonna keep getting away with it,
but one day i WILL be caught.

and everyone knows it.

so fuck bitches?

i want some shit.
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