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[mrs_w]

as i sit in the back seat on the way home
i look out my right window
i look out at my city
at my beautiful home
wondering if i could ever bring myself to leave here again and be happy about it



i then turn to my left
and sitting beside me my brother has his head resting upon his girlfriends shoulder
she has her head resting on his
they are both asleep
and i look down and they are holding hands

i just sit there and watch them
wishing i could have that again
wondering if i can have that again
thinking about what i would have to give up to be able to have that again

seems that i am always at a crossroad in my life