Nov 24, 2016 21:27
I'm not sure why I am feeling so depressed today. We had a good day. It wad very low-key and relaxing. But, I am feeling so helpless and hopeless. I haven't felt this depressed in quite some time.
It probably has something to do with waiting for the new placement. I have come to terms (mostly) that we won't ever have a biological child. Now, we have changed or criteria for the new placement to ensure that this child we can adopt. I'm not sure how much longer I'm willing to wait.