"when will my reflection show..."
Reflecting over the past few months:
The Good:
Went to a couple of weddings for couples who are madly in love, very heart-warming. Got to meet some wonderful people and attend some amazing parties. Got to go sky-diving and white water rafting. Celebrated the solstice with my family. Got promotions and raises at work. Started Grad school. Got back into sewing. Made some meaningful connections with people. I took up running again. I finally bought tickets to visit San Fran. Spent more time on things I actually want to do.
The Bad:
Lost one of my closest friends, and certainly the one person who understood me best in this life. Almost lost my Dad to the heartattack he had and the following surgery. Grandpa fell and broke his hip. Lost Eric's Oma. Rosebud is dying. Dealing with fallout from the first thing mentioned (though the state troopers are being amazingly wonderful). Went through a series of BC changes which messed with my body and hormones. I'm broke. I'm too emotionally drained to make even more meaningful connections with people.
The Beautiful:
I feel loved. I feel taken care of. I feel watched over. I feel that I can take for a while and there are people who believe in me enough to keep giving to me even when I cannot give back. I feel blessed to have such people in my life. I feel honored to be in theirs.
The Good:
Went to a couple of weddings for couples who are madly in love, very heart-warming. Got to meet some wonderful people and attend some amazing parties. Got to go sky-diving and white water rafting. Celebrated the solstice with my family. Got promotions and raises at work. Started Grad school. Got back into sewing. Made some meaningful connections with people. I took up running again. I finally bought tickets to visit San Fran. Spent more time on things I actually want to do.
The Bad:
Lost one of my closest friends, and certainly the one person who understood me best in this life. Almost lost my Dad to the heartattack he had and the following surgery. Grandpa fell and broke his hip. Lost Eric's Oma. Rosebud is dying. Dealing with fallout from the first thing mentioned (though the state troopers are being amazingly wonderful). Went through a series of BC changes which messed with my body and hormones. I'm broke. I'm too emotionally drained to make even more meaningful connections with people.
The Beautiful:
I feel loved. I feel taken care of. I feel watched over. I feel that I can take for a while and there are people who believe in me enough to keep giving to me even when I cannot give back. I feel blessed to have such people in my life. I feel honored to be in theirs.