sunshine, i'd really like to tell you, oh my sunshine.
i hate how i never update. what the hell?! i say that all the time now. what the hell. why? i am in such a bad place in my head right now. listening to the lovestoned mix. its so depressing. making it so much worse for me. 6 days without talking to michael. and i thought he really cared. oyyy. what is wrong with me? i hate that guy. i'm getting along with curtis really well lately. hate that as well. i'm going to have to be mean to him soon. my mom and harold saw eric from work today. dude, that guy is like, eternally stoned. he will never not be stoned. and i think he has a crush on me. if he wasn't so effed up all the time, he wouldn't. just like everyone else doesn't have a crush. anyway--self pity will get me nowhere. work sucks without geno. i wish he would get a divorce so we can get married. =D thats terrible. i love it. rilo kiley, april 24th! oh what. must look fabulous. i think i'm going to go cut my bangs in a bit. i'm not tired at all. going to target tomorrow. i love that place. my atm card totally didn't work today becausei have no money at all in my account. fuck. i hate when that happens. i have horrible credit already. lol. oh well. ima buy 'atonement'. most depressing movie in the universe. i love it. i wish i could stop listening to cobra starship. work was so boring today. 12-5. not even worth being there. my trash is overflowing. stupid messy room.