whhhhhhhyyy jesus...
i am an asshole. i told chris today that i don't want anything right now. he took it hard. he's not talking to me. it sucks. he thinks i used him to get back at mike or to get over mike. i kind of did i guess. but..no, i thought i wanted to use him but i didn't. i feel so horrible and he won't let me explain. god, i hate my life. it just never gets any better.